Lamp Posts

its my second post and as the title suggests it is about lamposts. this might sound strange but i go out at late afternoon on my bike and cycle through somerset west armed with my camera looking for potential awsome lamp post scenes. it was a stage...but theres a more important reason for these lamp posts. there is an essay coming up, but please try and make the time to read it:

this might sound really philosophical what i'm about to say but hang in there. i was thinking that there are people in our lives that remind me of lamp posts. because like lamp posts these people only live for a specific moment or event. lamp posts only live at night, and some people only live for certain situations. these may be the up coming holiday or going to town on saturday night....whatever.

the point is that if we concentrate so hard on these certain events, our whole life other than these events are wasted because their not important or fun enough. its very difficult to be close to someone like this because as their friend you always feel that you cant make them feel fulfilled because their not in the right situation to be accepting. they only live in specific moments and through all the rest they're just on stand-by mode.

if you were wondering....yes, this is from personal experience. i cant make this stuff up! i hope that i'm not the only person whose ever felt like this? sorry for being so depressing and a little cliche but just remember that our lives arent just made up of spectacular events...they're made up of everything in between!

btw....this is not aimed at anyone specifically! :)